Thanks Michael , your right on , I think I had a moment of panic and didn't handle it well , your words definetly help , thanks my friend . Hey GeckoGirl its great to hear from you , your right of course , I'm sorry your knees are giving you a hard time , your right , what if's get me in trouble when I start thinking too much , I hope you feel better soon , we will make I know !Hey Straydog , thanks for checking in , yeah they had me going up and down stairs before I left the hospital , but your right I need to be careful , mostly I need to stop making up scenarios in my head about my future , its great hearing from you as always , thank again ! Hey Retired Mom , your very perceptive , I've been hurt and I'm scared , love is a risk but so beautiful , I'm trying to trust myself on this we are just friends now but closer spiritually and emotionally than when we were more than friends , I must remember what a blessing this is ! Thanks for the caring support Pam Girl , I do need to just slow down amd be patient and enjoy each day as the gift it is , thanks for helping me see that . I love you all so much , I'm so blessed , thank you family !!! Mikel
HIV+. meds - epzicom, Kaletra . oxycontin as needed , indothemiacin . hip replacement surgery done !!! Staples out , a little redness , adjusting and hoping for the best .