Ahh, today is just one of those days where throwing in the towel and giving up seems like a great thing to do. Yesterday, I had to help my neighbor. Her roof was leaking badly, so we climbed on up and covered the bad areas with tarps and secured them with bricks. Not a smart thing to do. So bring on the aching, stabbing pains and soreness. Not too mention I had been brewing another cold and it just decided to become full blown.
My fiance is laid off as of the end of today, and he is miserable. I am trying to give him the space he needs but still be there for him to talk to and help. This doesn't help the feeling of uselessness today. Plus, our internet is patchy at best and we are having intermittent bouts of no electricity, so my schoolwork and lifeline to people is sporadic at best.
So I am throwing in the towel for today. It must be a day to take care of me and try not to worry about all the other stuff going on that is out of my control. If only that was remotely possible!
The worst sin towards our fellow creatures is not to hate them, but to be indifferent to them. That's the essence of inhumanity. George Bernard Shaw
Pelvic adhesive disease, Irritable bowel syndrome, SI joint pain, 7 pelvic surgeries for pain, ovarian cysts, adhesions, and a kidney stone! Wait, future medial transcriptionist I must say ureteral calculus!