I have an appointment with my CRNP in about
an hour, and for some reason I am nervous. I know I need to address the depression and get medication since therapy and meditation is not helping, but talking about
it is hard. At times I get frustrated with life. As if chronic pain or illness isn't enough, lets just toss in depression, anxiety among all the other junk we have to deal with!
People judge me already for chronic pain. Now they can judge me more for depression and anxiety. Yay! Sorry, it must be sarcasm day. I tell no one what medications I take except my pastor/counsellor who has MS, but I feel so alone all the time. Others see it. My fiance wants me to be happy. Its not his fault or something he can fix.