WOW! After a night of no sleep, I hit the sack at about
7:30am and slept all day, only to wake for a bit to visit with one of our members, and then out like a light again. I just woke up.
Just in time too, as it was time to take my BT again. I think the stress has gotten to me or something. I was fighting this whole thing mentally for quite some time now.
My Dr has never really doubted me, but he is cautious with script
ing pain meds out more for the reason of the long term harmful effects. I have always wanted to please him, and I was the one who has suffered for it.
Going from short term meds to a long term meds seems to be a big step with all Dr's.
Hydrangea, I wish you would pop in more often, as I do think of you, and often wondered how you were doing. At least send me an email every once in a while please.
I'm behind on my personal thank yous to each one of you, but at the moment, my head is no where to be found.
For those veteran members who think their value here on the boards is waning at times.....well think again!
You are needed here on a daily basis for us neophytes (beginners) ! I often don't have the medical expertise, but my heart is big...and surely it is worth something of value. I feel like I have hit bottom.....so which one of you "I told you so's" is going to help me out of this pit! aaaaaahhhhh! Just kidding!
I just woke up up, so if I'm seem a little off kilter here.....I still have sleepy's on my brain.
While I'm thinking of it....Pete I read your post this morning, and wanted to say, don't ever sell yourself short here on HW. We all enjoy them! We need you as much as you need us! The Norman Rockwell descript
ions you give us of your daily life are priceless.
OK, I'm out of here before I really say something stupid!