I have had not really any relief from the methadone. I saw my pain doc almost two weeks ago and he
felt that medications are not going to be my answer. We have tried everythhing possible. We will be going
with some counselling for now and see how that helps. He does not understand the reasoning behind
me feeling so well pain wse when i was on my trips in the land of sun. I will be going back to the land of sun in
near future to get some relief. I spent a week at my mom's last week and i was still sick there as at my home, so
perhaps there is nothing wrong with my home in regards to air quality, etc. So i continue to be in very bad pain
and my depression is terrible. I am having anxiety attacks and my sleeping is terrible. All I can do is continue to pray and do one day at a time.