I don't know if this is even a viable solution, but would publicizing what you're going through be helpful at all? What about a fundraiser? I mean, if you were to contact your local newspaper or TV Station and tell them about everything you've created and how it may all be lost because of your health, maybe someone out there has the money or the interest or the desire to come along side of you and help.
I know it sounds like a desperate solution, but I think that's where you're at right now...and only desperation is going to save you. I wish I could come up with a more brilliant suggestion, but it's the best I can do.
I will pray for you, that the answers to all your questions about what to do will be made clear to you. I'll be praying for strength and courage and energy for you, and for healing for your body.
Just remember, no matter what happens, if you can look yourself in the mirror and say that you honestly did everything you possibly could to keep this going, then that's a success in my eyes, and you walk away with knowing you did your very best.
DX: Fibromyalgia, Severe Myofascial Pain, Chronic Pelvic Pain, Surgical Adhesions, IBS, IC-PBS, Carpal Tunnel (both wrists), FAI, Diabetes, Reynauds, Opthalmic Migraines, Drug Related Hot Flashes, Hard Start for IV's, Unable to vomit due to surgery.
Meds: Oxycontin, Tramacet, Cymbalta, Cesamet, Flexeril, Clonidine + Vitamin D + Multi daily