I too am very sorry to hear what you are going through. Those times when you are down and at the end of your rope seem to be the time when we are not only most vulnerable but it's when those big 'bombs' hit us. What is that old saying..."If i didn't have bad luck I wouldn't have any luck at all." Sort of sick huh, but many of us can understand.
Do you feel that the doctor who did your surgery was thorough and this is a common problem? Or is this something that's preventable and should not have happened? Might be something to think about. If it was preventable I'd be irked! and that gets me into action.
I do hope you find some peace and pain relief soon. No one needs to suffer what you are going through.
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