Hey all. Thought I would check in to let you all know what has been going on with lil ole me. Unfortunatly I haven't had a very good year so far. My SSDI hearing (second one after the case went to appeal and was sent back to the Judge Advocate for review) was at the end of last month and I don't know exactly how to describe how it went. The judge, because he really did not know much about
my case, started at the beginning and trying to answer questions about
how my pain was 8 years ago was difficult at best. I think I did well though. The Judge tried to include my depression within the scope of my CP so that he could get me a better deal and I hope that it went well.
But, as the saying goes...."I won't be holding my breath!" There isn't much to hold to these days...sometimes I think I have just given up hope of ever getting any lessen pain days....and that in itself just makes me angrier so I want to fight more. I am probably not making much sense. After all it is four am and I have been awake since 2 when my back began to scream at me and my legs as well. God I hate the leg pain the most!!!
Anyway, just wanted to give ya'll an update and I've made this long enough. The snow has finally stopped. It started sometime before sunrise yesterday and just now decided to call the hounds of blizzard off. However, it seems that the cold continues and the 40 mile an hour winds are gonna make driving pretty hairy today.
So, I will close for now. I wish each of you a low pain day and I hope that your pain is less then what I am dealing with which is a 9 today! eeeeek!!
Your good friend,