Hey Scarred. I'm so sorry you are having such a rough time right now. I really hope this one goes well for you. Please don't even think about additional spinal cord injury. That wouldn't solve anything and it is such a horrible thought. I know you weren't really serious about wanting that, but I worry about you being in so much pain that you could even consider such a thought.
I know things will work out for you soon.
Failed fusion L5-S1, Pituatary damage, HGH Def, Fibro, Bladder surgery failure, Nissen Failure, GERD, OCPD, GAD, MDD, CTS (Bilateral Surgery completed), CFS, TMJ, Migraines, Vit D, A, Magnesium deficiency, Pre-glaucomic (sp?), HBP, Idiopatic Reactive Hypoglycemia, Edema, too many Drug/Food allergies, sensitivites, and current meds to list.