Good morning all. The weather in tx is changin again...
So im still waiting for doc office to call with appt for trail with stim. gee's ... the waiting.
We get to do alot of waiting. Im waiting for pain meds to kick in this morning for sure. PC gave me new pain med to start on thursday not sure what it is couldnt read writing just took it to pharmacy will find out thursday. hope it works better.
So got some good insite on the stages of this thing call CP what an eye opener for me. explains alot more then just feeling sad or mad . Thks Scarred for info.
Denial plays a big part...If you have elderly parents an have been primary care giver to them as well as tring to stay in low pain day you can understand.
If ya'll have any imput on that it would be great. my father dosent seem to understand when i say i cant today...
he is still recovring himself from anurisium 2 yrs ago..got staff in bed sore on foot an broke that ft left him in wheelchair an no ft. I would do anything to help him and have to the point that i hurt so bad that i go to bed an cry.
My hubbys mom lives out here on our land in here little trailer and she still does pretty good just dont drive. my father on other hand well hes home bound. got home health comin an my brother and his daughter moved in there(just cause he wont keep place of his own) but he still calles me to do thing for him everyday.
It makes me feel so bad to say i cant do it today .