I posted yesterday about
the pain I've been in for the past few weeks (more then the usual)... And today when I woke up, it was even worse!!! I feel like going to the hospital, its that bad!!! When I woke up today, I needed help out of bed, then realized, I can't even stand up!!! I don't have a pain doctor, so I called around today and found one that accepts my insurance, but they can't get me in till march 24th... I don't know how I can bare to wait that long. I'm just praying that the pain will ease up soon. All I have is a supply enough for 2 vicodine a day. I called my primary doctor and told her about
the fall I had that's caused the increased pain, and she said she'd call me in a script
for motrin 800's... I already know those won't help at all!!! I have my own over the counter motrins and take 800mg worth every 4 hours!!!... I don't know what to do!!! Like I said, the pain is so bad that I really want to go to the hospital, but my kids are here. My only option is to wait till they fall asleep and have their grandparents sit with them. (We live in a 2 family flat and my fiancee's parents live downstairs). But I know, if I go to the hospital, all they'll do is give me a xray and a couple shots that'll dull the pain for a few hours, so it's almost pointless to sit in the hospital all night. Its so frustrating!
Bi Polar 1
Anxiety/ Panic disorder
Major depressive disorder
Scoliosis/ Degenerative disc disorder
Lamictal 300mg daily
Seroquel 300mg daily
Klonopin 0.5mg as needed
Xanax 1mg as needed
Vicodine 750mg as needed
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