I too hope your pain can get under control. That level is way to high for that length of time. I'm happy you're reaching out and sharing with us. Often people hide when the pain gets the worst...I know that from personal experience. You will find relief soon...
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Daily Donnybrook: Fibromyalgia, Insulin Dependent Diabetes. Ulcerative Colitis, Rare form of Dermatitis, Collapsed Disk, Osteoarthritis (especially in right hand and neck) and a couple of other adjunct agitations.
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