Thank you everyone for all your comments...I really appreciate all the things that was said and the info that was given.
My appt went HORRIBLE.....he was rude did not even examine me. Asked what I took, how many a day, I was trying to explain it that they had just changed my meds, he told me to stop talking. He couldn't think. He asked me my goals...I said to not have pain, to eventually stop taking all narcotics after the rest of my surgeries area finished and go back to work. He said FINE i can get u off narcotics,,,here is a script for Neurontin...I told him I had taking neurontin before and it did not help this kind of pain but it did help when I had migrains, that I no longer have. He YELLED at me, with his nurse in there, she gave me this i'm sorry face! He said u talk in circles, I do not take care of ear and that kind of neck pain, I do only backs....if u want off narcotics u will take this med and it will only work if u want it to work, but if it doesn't work it is cause u r addicted. I never got ugly, i was getting ready to cry, I told him that I had been saving the meds I had for at night cause that seems to be when my pain is the worse and also around 3 or 4 in morning, so I do not take them all day and i can go without them for 2 or 3 days, I have the severe pain, but not the withdrawl feeling? He said good them. Take this and come back and see me in a month! I started crying, thank God I took my mom in law with me. I payed $220.00 cash up front, I had already spoke to the office manager before I made my appt to tell her about my condition, cause I did not want to make a trip if he could not help me and she assured me he could. I got out to the car, didn't want to go back in so I called inside and told them I felt like I was taken advantage of...I paid all that money for less than 5 mins of someone to not even want to understand what hurt or even why it hurt, he did not even touch me or look in my ear. I said I want not all my money back but atleast half.....since u girls did do all the work...! The office manager didn't know what to do..I told her i was not going to leave until they did something. So she got on the phone with me and said the Dr said to have my pcp call him and he would see what he could do. I was like " ahhh" Thankgoodness! The day got worse, I called my pcp, she is a PA, they told me to just find a PM dr, they did not refer me to him so the DR's over the clinic told her she could not call and talk to him, they wouldn't want him to have a bad opinion of their clinic." I have been going to that Clinic for over 2 years and worked with the PA while she was in school while she was a RN and personally was one of the Dr's Nurses for 3 years" My world collapsed. I felt like I had just been let down by everyone that I trusted! My Clinic said if he would call them then she could talk to him. I told them u know he would not do that, but it was lunch so I left a message for the PM Dr. on their machine asking to call my pcp, I said I was prayin that he may do this for me...Hoping that today someone would even care that I was actually Human and not just a pt #! Sooooo that is how it ended, me home in hysterics, I had a fiend come over and bring her table and gave me a full body massage to help with the stres and pain, so I could take only half of a dose of my meds! She was my Guardian Angel last night! I have one day left of my meds, no idea what to do now! finallyreallycrazy I am in S.E OK, but willing to go to Dallas, Tulsa or back toward OKC if I have to if u know of anyone. I have a appt with a Dr that OU set me up with April 21st....another $270.00..I have no insurance and waiting anyday to hear about my disability! Thank goodness for moms she said she would cover it, or if I can find someone else local! What do I do till the 21st! My pain level is a 8 everyday and 2 days out of the week it is a 10....I am so afraid of the pain. Thanks for listening!