You are not being a baby! So Please don't ever think you are! You can always come to your family here and vent your anger, or explain your fears, it is scary and your reaction to all this is completely normal! But I think I said this to you along time ago, when the going gets tough the tough get going, and your tough and strong maybe not so much on the outside right now but on the inside! You have a long rough road ahead of you, and it will be frightening for you at times, but you can do this! You have to always believe that you can conquer this thing called cancer! No matter how bad it gets keep your faith, God is with you always!
You need to get lots of rest and sleep to stay strong, I know your afraid, but you can do this, and you have to have your sleep so your body can get stronger and you can fight this off. I will keep you in my prayers buttercup! Always know that your family here gives you all the support and prayer that we can! We are always here to listen, so know that you are not alone!
May Gods Peace be always with you buttercup!
Moderator Chronic Pain
After spending nearly 22 1/2 years in the USAF, I retired in Sept, 1991. I then went back to school and became a licensed RN in 1994, and I worked on Oncology and then a Med Surg Unit, I became disabled in late 1999 and was approved SSD in early 2002!-- DDD, With herniated Disk at T-12 and L4-5. C5-C6 ACDF in Sep 2009, C6-C7 ACDF in Mar 1985, Osteoarthritis, Ulcerative colitis, Chronic Pain, Fibromyalgia, Complex Sleep Apnea, and host of other things to spice up my life!(NOT!) Medications:Oxycontin, Percocet, Baclofen, Sulfasalazine, Metoprolol, Folic Acid, Supplemental O2 at 3lpm with VPAP Adapt SV I am White Beard with a White Beard!