Tina, so glad to here from you, I was getting worried, ok I am lying I was already worried. You know you said you thought you and I had alot in common, you are so right.
Reading your post, I felt some parts I could have read myself. As for Casey Anthony, I to followed the court proceeding from start to finish, so much so, that I took it very personally when she was found not guilty. I dont get surprised much these days about human nature, but that well I dont even have words. I am going to have to let it go, I really dont like being that angry about that which I have no control. Karma is a b...., she will have to pay somehow, somewhere, I will promise one thing, I will never buy any books, tv shows she might, she will never get blood money from me.
Ok enough of that, I am so sorry for all you are going thru. I know (well I think I remember) demanding 9 month olds can be. Always remember, be careful what you wish for, like oh I cant wait for them to walk, or I cant wait for them to talk. Wait, but I know you know this being a mother to 8.
I have to say, I am so in awe of you, how you do it, manage your home, kids, etc. But wait, I am supposed to be making you feel better, not reminding you of all thats on your plate.
So anyway, so glad to here from you, I will send many prayers to you. I think I remember you live in CA. I am in Maryland, and you havent known summer, until you spend summer in the Washington D.C. area, the humidity is 90 to 100% while the temp is in the high 80s-90s. I mean the minute you step out the door, even at 7am it is already time to wipe your head that is already soaked in sweat. It occurs to me that I am not giving out good vibes here, I seem to keep going to negative places.
Ok I am signing off now before I make you start feeling even more depressed. Seriously I will be praying for you, and sending hugs to you. Take care and feel better.
degenerative disc disease, fibromyalgia, osteoarthritis, neuropathy, lumbar laminectomy july 1998 no help, rechargeable neurostimulator unit low right back w/lead wires to left side and right leg unit not working just sitting there.i am 57 years young in may will turn 58. i have 2 grown daughters, 25 and 29. i have 2 grandchildren, 9 year old grandaughter and 5 yr. old grandson