I to have days like that, only my curtness goes to my grandchildren, my girls had a mother for many years that was not a cp patient. Even when it came time that I was completely disabled, my girls were teenagers, they did not require they type of care little ones do.
My grandchildren have only known a grandma, who has a "bad back" although from birth they know no other me that at least my own girls did get to spend most of there lives with. Now I am "poor grandma" and are you feeling good today grandma?, do you have your medicine today grandma? It breaks my heart, they look at pictures of what they call the olden days. OMG, am I there, the old days!
But we do what we can, and certainly some days are better than others, they have the added weight of me trying to quit smoking, which is really making me twitch, and say things I dont mean. I am so tired of saying Im sorry. But I have to keep saying it, until I learn another way to have some outlet.
Take care all. Hope all are having a low pain day.
degenerative disc disease, fibromyalgia, osteoarthritis, neuropathy, lumbar laminectomy july 1998 no help, rechargeable neurostimulator unit low right back w/lead wires to left side and right leg unit not working just sitting there.i am 57 years young in may will turn 58. i have 2 grown daughters, 25 and 29. i have 2 grandchildren, 9 year old grandaughter and 5 yr. old grandson