I don't know what I am more afraid of him telling me, that I will need surgery, or that there is nothing to be done.
On one hand, I don't want to live this way in pain this high everyday that requires a level of medication to beat that causes zombie-like behavior.
On the other hand, (hey, isn't that a Randy Travis song?) if surgery is the option, I am scared. I don't like surgery. It should be the last option.
Sadly, all the research my fiance and I have done leads us to believe that surgery is the only option when hormones are not begun immediately after the offending ovary is removed. He is so down thinking I may have to live this way, yet also down thinking surgery 70 or so days before the wedding.
Why is this never easy?