Had a couple mostly pain free days Got alot done Went out to dinner for our 41st anniv . Had a nice dinner Now today miserable again My back and insides hurt so bad and I hate taking pain meds. So afraid I will run out and will need them even more than today.. How can I expect my husband to understand when I dont even know whats wrong.. I am so discouraged and it is causing me to have some kind of awful anxiety attacks. Was up most of night hurting, worrying, and stressing.. I just want to feel normal again But I dont think it will happen more than a day or so at a time It never completely goes away But yesterday I could block it out.. HELP i feel so alone.. and I know people dont want to hear " I dont feel good today "What can I do ?