So sorry to hear you are feeling so bad, sore42long, I am Kathy and nini53. I dont see anything at the end of your post saying what different things cause your cp. Have you been and cp patient very long. It sounds like you are somewhat depressed also, this on top of the cp is very difficult to deal with.
I dont want to ramble on and on like I did on another post, but I am fairly sure many cp patients suffer from time to time from depression. I think this is worse or at least as difficult to handle and the chronic pain. I myself spent the first 2 years of my complete disability in bed. I only got out of bed to go to doctors appt. Finally I realized that my chronic pain was not going to change, I would have to if I wanted any kind of life.
Please take care of yourself, and I will be praying you will be feeling better very soon. I do think its important to keep coming back to this cp forum. I know I have found coming here invaluable.
degenerative disc disease, fibromyalgia, osteoarthritis, neuropathy, lumbar laminectomy july 1998 no help, rechargeable neurostimulator unit low right back w/lead wires to left side and right leg unit not working just sitting there.i am 57 years young in may will turn 58. i have 2 grown daughters, 25 and 29. i have 2 grandchildren, 9 year old grandaughter and 5 yr. old grandson