My internet has been very spotty the last couple months. when I have it I'm usually on my NOOK and whenever I get a chance to read I do, and then I try to post and by the time I go to submit the internet is down again.
It's driving me crazy.
I have not been up to going out places for a while, so I don't go get to a hot spot. The places I go are church and dr offices, so no internet.
Since I don't have cable (netflix through a game system) I have no tv either.
Now I have internet, and I'm about to do bills here on the desktop computer. My husband is opening the envelopes now, so I have a chance to post quickly. I so miss being here daily.
Hopefully I can get the connection problems fixed and get back in gear.
For the past few days it seems that I cannot muster enough strength to stay awake for more than a few hours at a time. When I am awake I am woozy, and since I keep sleeping though pain med times I hurt dreadfully. This has been since Friday early evening.
My Psychologist that I see weekly with the Pain clinic is convinced I have Fibro allong with my Dx RA, but other than my other Drs occasionally poking at the fibro points I have had no official testing. It has progressed since my last appt with them, so I am going to officially request them to start the elimination testing.
The problem with that is that I hate to look like I am looking for additional Dx, like I want to be sick or something. Like a hypercondriac (sp?) or something. But I can't just wait for tham to find things on their own- it would never get done.
Since I am on SS Disibility my PCP looks at me diffrently than before. I went to him in a deppresed state, and ended up bipolar. Went to him with a painfull elbow/wrist and ended up with RA. I only seem to go to him now if I have an acute illness like cough or UTI or such. Even then he seems like he doesn't want to work with it because I am on so many other medications and have other Dx.
I never know which Dr to bring up which problem. I don't know if the whole list of complaints should be brought up in case something pertains to something else, or if I should just bring up what I think pertains, ,but when I did that before we had a problem getting the right Dx. But the list is so LONG, I feel like an idiot listing it all out. Like just a complainer, or a hypercondriac.
Anyway, Rob is here with the bills and I have to go. I will try to catch up on reading after giving all my money away.
Love you all, and missing you lots.