Tina, please just read, dont worry about
answering, I am praying for you each day all day. Matter of fact, the Big guy said to me, cant you find someone else to pray for, I said no way, Tina is the person who needs those prayers the most, so just get her better and I will leave you alone for a while.
Seriously, I wont say I know how you feel, but please, please fight, you are tough, you know you are. Even if you feel like just oh forget it. No, you cant, get back up, dust yourself off and keep on keepin on.
Take care of yourself girl, you have so much more to do.