I'm not sure if I've met you yet on here or not, but I wanted to jump in and say a few words.
I've read several of your posts, so I sort of feel like I know you just a bit...your kids sound amazing and it sounds like you are tremendously blessed. There have been times in my life when my kids were the only thing that kept me going. I have 2 grown daughters. I, too, have struggled with depression here and there...and there have been times when I honestly did not think I could cope for one more minute. But I'm not gonna go into talking about myself right now. I can understand about not feeling like talking to anyone. I've been that way lately, too. Not even talking to close friends who have left voice mails.
Sweetie, I really hope that brighter days are ahead for you. I care about you, too...even though we've never met. You take good care of yourself.
DDD, 3 bulging lumbar discs, bone spurs, facet joint arthrosis/sclerosis, osteoarthritis, possible fibromyalgia (my dr's are telling me that I "most likely" have fibro but won't actually diagnose it...)