Tomorrow (Dec 21)- hard day

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momtofourangels
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   Posted 12/20/2011 9:50 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi everyone. Tomorrow will be a hard day for me. Tomorrow is the day that I lost our baby Jesse back in 1999. The pain is as rough some days as the day that I lost him. I wouldn't wish this pain on my worst enemy. cry It helps knowing that I have my family here supporting me. Jerome hurts but it's not the same for the daddys I guess. He's always been here for me though.

My back is hurting pretty bad tonight. I guess because the weather is going up and down and back and forth here. Take care everyone.

hugs
Loretta
Dx: osteoarthritis, bursitis in left hip, Osteoarthrits in right hip, compression fracture in thoracic spine due to falling on frozen ground March 2001 , ddd, spinal stenosis, bone spurs, osteoarthritis in spine, osteoarthritis in both knees
Meds: Fentanyl patch, oxycodone, otc: BenGay, Tylenol Arthritis on occasion

Monty's Mom
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   Posted 12/20/2011 11:42 PM (GMT -6)   
Loretta,
I am sorry for your loss. It is never easy to lose your child. I pray you find some comfort, joy, and peace today.

Hugs,
Mindy
The worst sin towards our fellow creatures is not to hate them, but to be indifferent to them. That's the essence of inhumanity. George Bernard Shaw
Pelvic adhesive disease, IBS, SI dysfunction, arthritis, fibromyalgia, depression and anxiety, 11 pelvic surgeries for pain, adhesions, endometriosis, adenomyosis, ovarian cysts, and ovarian remnant syndrome.

sos007
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   Posted 12/21/2011 2:44 AM (GMT -6)   
Loretta...I am so sorry for your loss...something I hope to never experience. Oh Loretta, I hate it that you hurt so bad, I am sure Jerome hurts too but, men show their feelings so differently. I will keep you in my prayers and hope you find so comfort today.

Bless you, Amy
Chronic Pain(nerve), fibro, mild depression and a few others

Betsey Ross
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   Posted 12/21/2011 5:16 AM (GMT -6)   
Loretta,
So sorry that you loss a chiild. no mother should ever have to experience that. We are here for you.

I will pray for you. Hang in there. Just know that I love you, take care.

BETSEY
crushed lower knee and vertical fx of tibia/external fixator placed/plates and screws and tried to place big pieces of cartiledge under knee cap/tremendous pain in affected leg continously without improving/allergic to metal in left leg/leg isnt straight/ metal removed in July//then total knee replacement/straighten out leg/more phsyxical therapy/take oxycontin,flexeril,cymbalta,vicadin for BT

Screaming Eagle
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   Posted 12/21/2011 9:46 AM (GMT -6)   

   Loretta...I'm sorry your hurting....it's not easy to go through...and I wish I had some words of comfort for you. We care!
 
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sunflower7
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   Posted 12/21/2011 12:09 PM (GMT -6)   
Loretta I am so sorry for your loss.
Big Hugs to you.
I cannot even imagine your pain!!
Bonnie

Purgatory
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   Posted 12/21/2011 12:10 PM (GMT -6)   
Loretta,

I can't even imagine the hurt from a loss of that magnitude, but I wish you the best as you have this day of remeberance, and hope that you make it through it.

Good luck to you and your family.

david in sc
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momtofourangels
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   Posted 12/21/2011 4:57 PM (GMT -6)   
Thank you all so much. I knew that I could count on you all for support. Today's been pretty hard, but I'm making it. God bless and I love you all too.

hugs Loretta
Dx: osteoarthritis, bursitis in left hip, Osteoarthrits in right hip, compression fracture in thoracic spine due to falling on frozen ground March 2001 , ddd, spinal stenosis, bone spurs, osteoarthritis in spine, osteoarthritis in both knees
Meds: Fentanyl patch, oxycodone, otc: BenGay, Tylenol Arthritis on occasion

Retired Mom
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   Posted 12/21/2011 5:35 PM (GMT -6)   
Hello Loretta,

I know we haven't spoken in quite some time, but I'm sure that you remember we suffered some of the same losses. Words can not express the torment you experience and how difficult it is to find peace when you are suffering so.

I can not say that I know now how you feel, because I was blessed with one child since my losses. They still never go away, but it did change my sadness. I wish this were the case for you, but sadly that did not occur.

You are a kind and loving person. You have a wonderful man who cares for you deeply and you are loved here. Your angels love you from Heaven.

Please do not think poorly of me, but I have found a strange and wonderful connection with my pomeranean. I needed her as much as she needed me and she has filled a void within my heart. She was not wanted and was unloved and I was able to give her that love. Perhaps finding someone or something to share your love will lessen the pain of your loss just a tiny bit. I do not say this to suggest you could ever love your child less, but that the heart heals by love....and I think you have a great deal to give

Peace be with you my friend.
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