Long story but quick version, goes, 60 mg of methadone a day, made more pain than it relieved, exhaustion, I thought feeling like I had the flu was just a new great part of my chronic pain. And yes, everytime I saw my PM I would always say I was fine. I am terrified to say anything because I have lost trust in the medical field even though I have to rely on it. So on Christmas day I, ME, I stopped taking methadone. My PM has weaned me down to 5 a day. So I go to see him 10 days later and he tells me he wants me on a 30 day vacation of pain, I mean no narcotic meds. But he did wrote me a big prescript
ion of Motrin ......... My family is here, my son, my Boyfriend of 5 years without him I have no idea what I would do. I am very lucky.
So I breath in and out and watch the seconds slowly tick by while I feel like I am trapped in this body that is relentlessly painful.
Abdominal surgeries 7ish (C section x2, Hysterectomy, Laprotomy due to scar tissue, left Colectomy, ventral hernia repair,MRSA, Ventral hernia repair removal, MRSA. Ventral hernia repair laproscopic, last surgery left a hole for months that needed to be packed. The last hernia repair was a placement of a Large abdominal mesh with unusual sensitivity to the tacks.
Post Edited (Ssinss) : 1/15/2012 3:59:21 PM (GMT-7)