After many phone calls, my PM has decided that he can not help my level of pain. He had decided this when he took me off all meds for 30 days and said he would see me on the 25th. Why, my primary was not told right away and this month avoided, no one really understands. I am left to assume I really made my PM that mad when I called Administration because I had an issue, though he said he understood and things seemed ok, I guess not. Not sure whats going to happen now, I am still dumbfounded by the turn of events. I feel like the only thing you are allowed to say is, Yep I am fine, its all good, no worries. I feel like if I say things are not going well or my pain is worse, I get punished. *throws her hands up in the air* I am thankful that I at least trust my primary physician.
We also have a great snow storm going on, so its a good night to tuck into bed. Still have a couple of days of meds from the ER, so will rest and prepare for my next battle.
Prayers to all and a hope for a restful evening as best as possible.
Abdominal surgeries 7ish (C section x2, Hysterectomy, Laprotomy due to scar tissue, left Colectomy, ventral hernia repair,MRSA, Ventral hernia repair removal, MRSA. Ventral hernia repair laproscopic, last surgery left a hole for months that needed to be packed. The last hernia repair was a placement of a Large abdominal mesh with unusual sensitivity to the tacks.