I wish I had never started taking a narcotic pain medications.... At first it was ok but now I feel trapped. I also have depression issues that I grew up with... I started taking psych meds when I was 13. I was diagnosed with Aspergers as well so I was an odd duck from day 1. I have never had to take pain meds for longer then a few days and it was awesome, it felt nice but now...... It's horrible and I have 2 choices - either try yet again something new or just biting the bullet and detoxing because I think I was better off in pain. I am so carefull about
staying sane that I never alowed myself any room for error and I think starting the pain meds was an error......I would rather be sane and deal with the pain...... So I don't know what to do..... I feel trapped again!!
Jenna I urge you to get help immediately. I have had to edit your post as it is against the forum rules to discuss suicide or self harm. Please contact your dr and let him help you with the pain medication.
Post Edited By Moderator (straydog) : 1/27/2012 10:57:57 AM (GMT-7)