I notice you had made a quick introduction on another thread and wanted to make sure everyone got a chance to actually "meet" you. You may want to take the opportunity to introduce yourself on a new thread or by using this one.
We'd love to get to know you better and you sounded like you could use someone to talk to right now. Obviously you were in pain last night when you posted and it sounded like you were at your wits end.
I hope you are feeling much better today.