Hi, believe me I spent years being afraid of getting bumped off pain clinics, and I actually was bumped by the doctors I had before I found the blessing of a doctor I now have.
I was asked to leave that husband/wife pain managment clinic, I did not like them, they were racist, and were not reputable, so I went to see 2 other doctors, never getting pain meds from either one of them. But after about a month, and after they had me have a very painful and expensive test to see if I had neuropathy, (which I did), the wife told me not to come back. This was after I had taken my grandson who is black with me to the office visit one day, as he was not in school yet and I took care of him (daycare was not an options, to expensive and I dont trust them to watch my grands like I do), anyway, I went back to get my records, and she told me she was billing medicare for the visit, which is not legal, and I turned them both in to the fraud people at Medicare.
I know how you feel, its scary to think what can happen to you, but after that, I was done, I was angry enough, that I decided that was enough, but even after I found the doctor I have now, I allowed myself to be talked into things I didnt want to do. I have a neurostim in my back that was put in to deep, I had a second surgery to fix the first, it still does not work due to scar tissue. But that was the end of me being afraid, it took me having that thing installed and then it not working to decide I was not putting up with any stuff (I cant write what I want to, but you get it).
I hope you to get sick and tired of being sick and tired. Then things will change for you, its coming, I can feel it
Take care and good luck
degenerative disc disease, fibromyalgia, osteoarthritis, neuropathy, lumbar laminectomy july 1998 no help, rechargeable neurostimulator unit low right back w/lead wires to left side and right leg unit not working just sitting there.i am 57 years young in may will turn 58. i have 2 grown daughters, 25 and 29. i have 2 grandchildren, 9 year old grandaughter and 5 yr. old grandson