Thanks everyone for your help & I'm sorry to be a pain in the bum......It's kinda hard too to work out what people are saying, Jane hit the nail on the head & help with a few words Thanks hunni. I find myself googling words I don't no to translate them but I can't translate short hand!!..........Thanks again everyone for your help.
Hi Jane, I know you'll probably not get this until after you op, (I pray it was successful & that you get some relief) I just couldn't reply physically nor mentality yesterday, pain was so bad, I was in agony plus had massive spasms/cramp. When I get like that I can't concentrate on what I want to say, Sorry Hun & everyone else too........I still haven't plucked up the courage yet to contact the person my Dr gave me, I have massive anxiety just thinking about it, but I finding here has helped me all the support, help, caring members/mods, Has help so much, all the advice, the feeling I'm not alone has made a big difference too. I feel so at home & comfortable knowing people will never judge me, like I've been judged/bullied all my life. I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart, I don't know how to thank each & everyone of you!!!........Aw bless you hun for saying I'm a caring person, you sound caring person too hun, I have moto, "always treat people the way you wanted to treated" I stand by that all the time.......I also want to have many conversations with you hun, I might not be on as much as I like due health hun, but I try & get on as much as poss.
I know you'll have you're op before you read this, you are in my thoughts & prayers sweetie. I hope you have quick recovery, successful & also pray you'll find relief.
Much love & blessings to you & everyone