You have really declined over the years I see, after reading your posts here and that makes me sad. But the positive upbeat personality shines through always and I admire that so much in you. You keep going on with such a valiant spirit. I would like to see others take a page out of your book and keep that positive spirit going on. You are such an example for all of us.
I, like Whitebeard, was thinking that a lot of your symptoms sounded like MS, but it looks like your many docs have ruled that out, so it is puzzling.
At any rate, I pray for you and hope that things turn your way and you get some relief soon. You deserve that, my good, good friend.
God bless you.