Posted 7/26/2013 4:27 PM (GMT -7)
I have gained 20 lbs since the beginning of June. I am on some meds that make you gain weight. Also for the first time my colon is healed. I guess that means it is absorbing more of the calories I eat. I am so upset. I am above the highest weight I said I would never let myself get to. Partially because of the weight and partially being sick I can barely exercise.
I don't have any money to go out and buy healthy food. Yes I know healthy food can be cheaper then unhealthy. But I live with other who provide most of the food budget. Right now I have the gumption to change and no money to go to the store. I am scared by the time I have the money to go to the store I will have lost my drive.
My doctors want me to see about getting a gastric sleeve. I am ok with that but right now. I am so mad at myself for gaining weight and being sick. For missing work so we don't have money. For spending some me time buying clothes a week ago so we have less money now. I feel like everything I do is wrong.
30 female. Sherrie, 2007 UC, 5/13UCTD, Hypothyroidism, Intercostal Neuralgia, Agoraphobia, Bipolar tendencies, Panic disorder, Acid reflux, Lactose intolerance, Eczema, Migraines, Degenerative disk, Hypertension, and Anemia.
Plaquenil, Lialda, Canasa, Hyoscyamine sulfa, digestive ad lactose defense, Cymbalta, Lyrica, Lomotil , klor-con20, VSL 3DS, Rainbow light, Vit D, started Humira 12/31