hello there hurting, i think i can understand where your coming from. i too have a bad lower back.
the herniated discs excruciating never pains. numbness and all that fun stuff that goes with it.
i am also an addict though not by choice. no, thats not right to say. i didn't see my addiction coming.
it kinda slowly creeped up on me over the years. prescription pills is what did it for me. percocet,xanax, soma, valium, pretty much what i could get my hands on. i to stole from my wifes pain med supply
and not only was i short of meds. but she was also because of me. this as been going on for probably
7-8 years now. sure i said i was sorry but i continued to feed my habit. i could go on with the rest of the story but i think you get the idea. though i've only been clean about three months i do feel so much better
not only physically but morally also. knowing that i put my wife through this really did hit hard.
there is a light at the end of the tunnel and through support groups and family and friends the is always
the opportunity to turn your life around for the better. it's a battle i will fight for some time.
i wish you the best of luck and speedy health with you back issues.. take care..
Thank you for the inspiration :)) It i good to know that someone went through the same thing and has come out of it!! GO YOU btw!!!! that is amazing! After 7-8 years?? Along with other pills? That is tough. SO are you totally clean now or still on some other meds? Just wondering.... if you don't mind me asking...
Also, did you go cold turkey? Or how did you do it? If you did go cold turkey, how long can expect to feel withdrawal, because it really hurts, and I need some sleep! I feel like im going crazy right now, that is definitely the worst part.
My pupils are still really dilated, do you know if this is normal? Still?? Thank you so much for responding and taking the time to help someone out.