Hello Georgie and WELCOME=)
You are now amongst good folks who care about one another. I'm sorry you're hurting, doll baby, but glad you found us. We all understand.
I love the talk of your children. (you, too...Jake) I adore children and believe they are the life blood of us all. I wanted at least 2, but was never able to conceive, due to endometriosis. I've had many nieces and nephews for whom I've been a mom. They've grown up, graduated Ole Miss, married and made me some great nieces and nephews. I LOVE THEM to pieces. It's not the same, though, as having our own. I mourn the loss of what would now be my grandbabies. I'd be a wickedly awesome granny!? My nieces/nephews tell me I'm just a big ole kid.
Find your JOY in your babies. They grow up in a blink! Find the support you need here. We're listening.