I think we all chase that elusive remedy to our discomforts, I don't know what it's like to just not feel some kind of pain somewhere. And yea we who suffer get an addition slap in the face as the financial burden these treatments come with. Sometimes I think about how much Pain I have endured over the years and survived, it's amazing.
As I get older my doctors are becoming increasingly difficult especially about
my pain medications. I recently had surgery to try and repair some of the damage from chemo and radiation( unfortunately it didn't help) my doctor cut me off of my medicine a month later. And before the surgery I was already on a whopping dose. I am hoping to find a doctor who won't treat me as a child but as the adult I am. I am going to stay hopeful for my loved ones but I can't help but thinking what I would do to be able to go out and do whatever I wanted for just one day without pain.