Spinal Stenosis and Degenerative Disc Disease , Bulging Disc, anterolisthesis L4 L5 , caused by osteoarthristis , slipped Disc, bone spurs, causing pinching or pressure on spinal chord...
Hi its me again
i went to work yesterdya-- by non iw atned to go home & lie down
i also battled depression adn feelings of hopelessness,..
like this isnt going to get better
Learn to live with it
I decided to go sing and visit some sick children where I work,...
visiting them helped myemtional state
these kids most are severely handicapped,
incredible physical challenges
and theylive with 24 hr care..
I felt better singing, and seeing them
that where my heart belongs
is doing what I do
i m also in pain
i took cyclobenzeprine again last night.
im groggy today to say the very least
and i only took 1/2
iwant to work
and my employer says I can take it easy
but still im required to put in so many hours a week, to qualfyofr my health care benefits
so i ahve to do 26 hours a week
i ahve two jobs
the other is 24 hours /week same work, different palce, but under a diff kind of contract for pay
no sick leave
no vacation pay
im thinking of stopping that job
to protect my first & clsoe to home job, where it all started
i need full time work
i ahve children to priovide for
:*( im a strssed, sad mom
with no savings
a hubby who has depression and goes from job to job, makes min wage.. and HE's trying Im proud of HIM
but it does support me & my kids
my jobs do support us
i ahve 4 teenagers at home
3 in school 1 working
who might help us thru this.. i asked him
i appreciates prayers
and Im trusting the Lord thru this all
just sometimes you got to chat with people who truly understand & dont look down on you becaue you ahve a physical problem & pain...
They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their Strength, they shall mount up on wings as eagles, they shall run & not grow weary, they shall walk & not faint..." Ish 40 v. 31
Sjrogrens Syndrome, Asthema, Chronic Fatigue, Chronic Pain, Head aches, Migraines, Gastro Intestinal Problesm, Esophegial Spasms,( L4 & L5 Vertebrae Misaligned, degeneratvie problems), Fibro Myalgia ,Kidney Stones
Meds: Cyclobeniprine, Amitripline, Advil, Robaxacet, vitamins, Rhodiola RX (GNC brand) ,Garlic, Vit B complex, Acidophilous,