Thanks for all of the advice, I really appreciate it.
I know I'll need help getting off the oxy and percocets. Trust me I know. I've tappered off by letting meds sit at the pharmacy overnight saying " Oh I can do this, I can get thru 1 night!" Let me tell you if my pharmacy had been a 24 hr one , they would have seen me about 3 am. It was not a fun night.
I just want to be a healthly human being. I know I'l never be the way I was, I can accept that. But I know I can have a better life than I do know. I don't feel its the meds that makes me feel this way, its the pain and not being active. I'm sure you're all aware that you can slip into a non-active life style. Im 27 yrs old and I feel like Im 60. (not thats old..lol)
Maybe I need a combo of the meds and getting my butt off the couch and doing things, also eating better. Im getting a membership to our local YMCA. I hope that helps.