I just really need to vent a little so bear with me. I had to take a late night trip to the ER due to the intense pain. I don't know why I even thought I would benefit from this.
You know the result- morphine. I try and try to tell them the stuff dosen't work. I am a freak
of nature or something. I felt the warm woosh down my spine and thought, oh my gosh- this might give me some relief! Nope, the woosh was it. And something works for me, for a week or two and back to square one. Back in pain again. Is there any hope? Is it too much to ask to have some quality of life back? I want my own garden with poppies so I can figure out my own cocktail because opiods always seem to be the answer. And if it works for someone- I am sooo very happy for you. Really, I mean that. But what about
the rest of us? What do we do? Anyone ever just had one of those days?