Hello, this is Kitt and I am here for you. From the time the physician tells you that you have cancer in his office most people do not hear anything said after that. It is like shock, your mind just stops at the word cancer. I am glad you now understand what is going on and what is in store for you.
Please remember you always have the right to a second opinion and any time you go to see your physician, write down your list of questions. I hope you have a good physician and that you have a trusting relationship with him.
We are here to support you and to listen to you, so don't stop posting.
I am posting the address of a online Cancer Support forum you may find helpful too. Being educated is your best defense. Prayers for you too.