I am so sorry for your loss. There's not much more I can say, since nothing matches the pain of losing a child. I hope you believe that she can still feel your love for her. At least I believe that about loved ones I have lost, because it keeps me sane. Even if you don't feel comfortable talking to your friends or your husband about her, you can always talk to Sarah in your head and I think she hears you. May God bless her and keep her safe until you meet again.
DX: mild to moderate Crohn's for 34 years
Additional benefits: chronic anemia, B12 deficient, peripheral neuropathy, facial mylagsia, joint pain, underactive thyriod
Current meds: Colozal, Nexium, Entocort, Flagyl, steriod cream, monthly B12 injections, Neurontin, Synthroid, Effexor ER, pain meds as needed