I am supposed to be finally approved for remicade but now the waiting game ...
Anyway - I am not sleeping well again ; I take ambien but cautiously since it makes my throat feel funny till I finallly pass out -
but with or with out the ambien I have terrible stomach pains when I am sleeping ...I wake myself and moan from the pain - I move but no matter what it still hurts , sometimes worse if I move ...eventually it (the severity of it ) goes away - then when I finally wake I feel naucaus - I am not a throweruper... so it just feels like I am on the "verge" ...
during the day I feel okay ...ocassionally a pain here or there ...but nothing like when I am sleeping -
how can I describe it ? the "sleeping pain" ....well , its like I am being pushed from the inside out ! pressure pushing and causing pain ...
2nd night with very little sleep
work is so stressful right now
I wish I could leave
got a trigger pt injection for my neck last night so at least I don't have that pain right now !
thanks for listening :)