When I got out of the hospital, I thought I was doing good... but... after last night, I'm not so sure. Last night, I was in a lot of pain (mostly cramping in my lower belly with occasional sharp stabs on the right *sometimes even the left, too, for some reason*, but strange thing happened last night because I started having some sharp pain in my upper abdomen. I felt a lump there. It's gone now, but it had me kind of worried last night) ... had some really bad bathroom trouble (constipation... I can never seem to get very much out... and it hurts so bad. I often cry when I'm in the bathroom...)....
And I'm having some pain right now... I guess I shouldn't worry too much... I am going to get a colonoscopy done Monday... Hmm... What if it isn't my intestines, though? (I'm really having a hard time seeing how it can't be my intestines... The CT scan I had done at the hospital didn't show much... but it did say I had some moderate stool retention going on, so maybe that made things hard to see? I don't know...)
Need to get those ovarian cysts checked out... but I'm having trouble finding a gynecologist... :(... Either they're not taking new patients... or they're not taking my insurance.
I think I am being picked on by life, sometimes. But's that okay. Life and I are good buddies... I know life doesn't mean no harm. It just is the way it is. I can accept that.