Welcome to the forum.. I know the feeling of lonelyness. I am glad you found us here, There are lots of great people on here with lots of good advice, they have really helped me through my last 2 years.. I tried to do this alone with out talking to anyone and now I am so much better being able to talk to people who do understand whats going on..I know the denial feeling.. I still want to go out with my friends and eat and drink what ever i want, but I have limited that because (as you will learn) health is very important. Stay as active as your body will tolerate because excersize is really good for your stress levels as well as keeping healthy bones and body.. I hope you get to feeling better too.. But you probably will feel pretty tired alot of the time.. I force myself to go out everytime someone ask just so I will stay active and not let it control my life.
23 year old married female Diagnosed Sept '03 still fighting for remission
longest break 9mths; meds: Asacol 6-400mg tabs aday, Iron 40mg; just stopped Humira due to live problems
Live Laugh Love, Live by this and you can fight anything!!
There are moments in your life that makes you and sets the course of who you're going to be. Sometimes there little, subtle moments. Sometimes, they're big moments you never saw coming. No one ask for their life to change, but it does. It's what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who you are.