Well I started my new job last week and I've been there a total of 4 days... now here's the bad part
It's so stressful and not at all what I thought. I'm stressed that I won't learn what I need to, they're SO busy that at times we don't get our breaks, I'm totally exhausted at the end of the day (I'm living on one income so I need to be there full time), restrooms breaks I can take now but once I learn the position and are on my own that won't happen as often as I may need them. So now I'm totally stressed! I then had a couple of people I knew tell me stories that really freaked me out... one stated that her sister worked there and quit because she wasn't getting the bathroom breaks she needed (she doesn't even have any medical issues) and another person told me (they went there as a client) and they were so busy that the staff didn't get their breaks...UGH!
I tried to talk to my family and they all say... "Well your not sick now so don't worry about it until you have to". I try to have that attitude but I always have to plan when it comes to this DD and not knowing until I need to may be to late. I try to explain to them that just being rundown and not getting enough rest will send me in a flare, they just don't get it. The stress and anxiety of it all is starting to make me sick!
Do I talk to the manager and asked to be switched to another department (since I've only been there four days, that'e probably not going to look so good), tell her my situation and risk being fired, suck it up, or look for something else...AGAIN! I'm blessed that I'm able to work so I don't want to come across as selfish. I also don't want to become sick after I've been feeling good by being stressed and rundown. Thanks for the vent!