Its ok not to be the strong one all the time, its very understandable to feel so defeated having to pack up once again. Like the others said, you need rest and you will dig deep and find that strength to do what needs to be done when the time comes. You are a remarkable person and I will miss you while you are away for awhile. Stay safe.
Sniper...was thinking of you while I was in Jackson MS this week. I saw how high the waters are there and they are no where as near to the coast as you.
Be careful about the depression that seems to be sinking in (rightfully so, but I know it is scary) talking to us is great, but keep finding outlets while you are at MIL's. You are more than allowed to not be the "chipper one" at this time. We miss the humor, but can sympathize too.
Stay dry and cool and will keep you, your family and those you love in my thoughts