Well I made it through another lovely colonoscopy this morning, all went well, I'm not sure what kinda of drugs they gave me but right before I fell alseep for it, I had these really weird feelings like I was in some kind of lab and all the doctors were aliens and they were doing some kind of experiement on me, like I could see them all talking but I couldnt hear anything..Ive never had that happen before, and I wanted to say something like "is this normal, im getting scared" but I guess I was too out there to really care **** (really creepy!!!)..got home around 4pm, and slept up until now (7:30pm). Tomorrow is my bowel resection, I need to be there at 5am, the actual surgery is at 7:15am, so I need to be up and getting ready around 3am. That leaves me 8 hours to mentally prepare myself, get ready, and maybe take another lil nap I'm still kinda drowsy. I'm not really nervous at all, but I find myself breaking down and crying every once in a while, I think it more so just wantining to get all this crap over and done with; I'm just so worn out, and frustrated.
I'll talk to ya'll in about a week when I get home!!
Dianogsed with Crohns at 16, 21 yrs old now.
Surgeries:1 Bowel Resection, Gallbladder Removed. Another Resection Scheduled for September.
Current Meds: Humira (weekly), 60mg Pred, Levbid, Nexium.