I like what Sniper wrote "I don't want to play anymore feeling"! That is exactly how I feel sometimes. Like I'm fed up "playing" in this scenario called life. Of course I don't feel like that so often, certainly not every day, but when my Crohns is acting up, and I have my chldren yelling, and I have a house that needs cleaning, a dog that needs to be walked, and a job that is so demanding.....then yes, I feel I don't want to play anymore. Just want to be in bed all the time. I'm actually going through this these last few days, not so bad, but not doing good either.
When I feel like that but still have the urge to do certain things I like, like playing my piano or reading a good book, I know I'm not too bad. If I don't feel like doing anything, I know I'm bad.
How do I cope? I take an antidipressant, call my sister who is always there to listen to me, and hope that these days will be over soon...