I have to go to work in 2 hours and I am feeling like crap. I havent been able to get my butt off the toilet all day so looks like i will have to yet again fill up on imodium and then I block up (great huh). I wish this darn disease would give me some peace. I am soooo over it
. Taking the night off is not an option for me either cause I need the money, I am starting to fall behind with my bills and I cant let that happen, so off to work I go. Thanks for hearing me out. I am so glad I have you all to chat to and you all understand where im coming from.