Just wanted to send out (((GIANT HUGS))) to you. I am so sorry you are hurting so bad. Is there anyway you could put a call into your family doc and see if they could prescribe something for the pain and depression. I think that alone would go a long way in helping you to feel better. Sorry I couldn't be of more help, but know I am praying hard for you.
Gail*Nanners* Co-Moderator for Anxiety/Panic Forum
Been living with Crohn's Disease for 33 years. Currently on Asacol, Prilosec, Estrace, Prinivil, Diltiazem, Percoset prn for pain, Zofran, Phenergan, Probiotics, and Calcium and Xanax as needed. Resections in 2002 and 2005. Also diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and Osteoarthritis and Anxiety. Currently my Crohns is in remission.
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