I am on disability now i am not working and basically not doing anything except trying to get my health back and taking care of my two wonderful dogs.
Everyone around me is doing there thing and i feel like i am something that no one bothers about
, i am just sick and can't really do anything.
My BF is wonderful but he is always working or at school and i can't even trust him for our dogs for one day (forgets to feed them or let them out)
My parents work all day like regular people and i and don't have many friends, i actually don't feel like having friends because i am always canceling on things because of my crohn's issues so i think most people would just give up on me :(
I just feel a little sad about
this whole situation, it is overwhelming.
I know lots of people are worse off than me but sometimes it is hard to see it..
I just need to vent a little bit about
this situation :)
This disease sucks i have been off perdison for six weeks and i am feeling worse every day now.. And my doc just wants to wait, and i understand that but it is hard when the only thing you are waiting for is to get worse :( I am just really having a bad day today and you are the only ones who understand how i am feeling
But to show you the lights in my life :) these are my dogs http://poodle.synthasite.com/ and here are some fun pics of them http://dimadiva.blogspot.com/2009/03/dima-og-charly-leika.html
Hope you are all having a better day than me ;)
24 year old female
Diagonsed with Crohns disease in December 2008..
Medication - Asacol, Remicade, Entocort