You know I never thought about
the flagyl and emotion angle. I've been so busy dealing with the stress all my life that when it hits me I just think its business as usual. The SSDI people wanting to stop my check is the worse part. I cant even think of what I could do if I lost that income and had to find work. What work ? What am I good for anyway ? Not much. The bills keep piling up from doctors and I dont think I can afford much more. Feels like I am falling through the thin ice I have been skating on. As for the VA. Thats a joke. The VA rep here spends more money on himself than I could ever need. Its a gravy trian for him. I am having very bad thoughts about
what I should do next. All that can be done now is to wait and see though. Maybe they will give me a break,,Yeah ,, right,,thats going to happen.. When donkeys fly. Nanners, thanks for the prayers. I think I am off of his, to do list right now. I'm not giving up though, just not dealing well with an answer that may be,,,NO...
If we would read the secret history of our enemies,we would find in each mans life sorrow and suffering enough to disarm all hostility.