I'm so sorry that you feel lonely and the fact that your relationship with your BF was unhealthy anyways probably wasn't good for your health either.
The right person will come along, many of us have great partners, some from before we even got sick (like myself) and of course some that have found great partners even while sick...it takes a strong loving and unselfish person to get involved with someone that has poor health, but there are plenty of people out there like that so when the time is right, you'll find Mr.Right. In the mean time you now have a great time to get to know yourself even better (what you're like when not in a relationship) sometimes being in a relationship changes the people, we lose who we are, especially if we're with the wrong person, with the right person we tend to be ourselves and healthier mentally/emotionally which is always bonus for those of us dealing with a chronic disease.
Enjoy this time (being out of a relationship) that you have cuz I'm sure before you know it you'll be back in one and it will be fun and exciting.
bee propolis caps 500mg one cap twice/day
omegas 369 caps one cap twice/day
probiotics 10 billion cfu once/day
vitamins C-calcium ascorbate (easy on the gut) and vitamin A each once/day
Prodiem fibre supplement one cap before bed
I've also altered my diet (no junky stuff at all, processed, fast-foods, refined sugars, ect) and exercise regularly.
I went from 30+ bloody BM's/day with lots of lower back pain to an average of 5/day no bleeding no back pain and completely formed stools, still have severe urgency issues.